dying

I'm dying. I had a ridiculous fever all day yesterday and for a lot of today. It's finally passed, but I still feel like crap. Ugh, what to write?

The winter workshop at school wrapped up today. I have no idea how things ended since I missed school today, but I'm sure it was fun and lovely. I heard my song went over well, and that's all I really care about. My puppet show yesterday was a hit as well.

Today I have done nothing but sit on the couch and watch The Wire. It's pretty good. I have icky body aches and all I want to do is sit and not move. I slept so much yesterday and today, and I feel like I should just sleep some more until I'm not sick anymore, but I don't think I can actually fall asleep right now as I'm kind of loopy on cold medicine. I think I have the flu. I thought it was some stomach thing at first, because I puked my brains out two nights ago, but I didn't really see that coming as I had zero stomach pain. And everything since then has been sinusy. Sore throat, watery eyes sort of stuff. Lots of coughing. Hopefully I didn't get anyone at school sick. Anyway, I need to get over it fast as school starts up for real next week and there's a lot I have to do.

Cream of the Crap (tentative title) is meeting again this weekend to share stuff we've written and to piece together our first podcast. I need to work on that tomorrow. I also need to finish my saga song and send lyrics to my composer. I'm talking too much about school. I'll get reprimanded on Tuesday, I'm sure. Screw it. I'm too sick to care.

My friend Cait's cabaret is going up again tomorrow night. I went to it last week and told her I'd try to come again this week, but if I'm still feeling like this tomorrow there is no way I'm going to make it to her show. I feel like there's a lot of stuff I need to do this weekend. I want to go to yoga again, but I'm too ill. There's no way I'd survive a class like this. Also, CAP21 is having a New Year party for alumni, but I'm not sure I want to go to that. If I can convince Schneider to come with me then I'll go.

I'm too sick to focus on this. Sorry, blog readers, but I can't write anything good right now. All I can do is be loopy and watch The Wire.